How the astrological signs SLEEP?

I was just wrestling there; it was all dark.

Thinking about the next day, dreading it. Anxious of it.

I couldn’t fall asleep.

This had already been going on for a while. You might say a lifetime.

Something happens in my life, or a stressful period beckons once more = can’t sleep.

Or just repetitive thoughts of the next day going on and on, and on…

“I need to pick up the cat litter, I need to finish that blog post, oh this is a good idea for a video.”

So on and so forth.

Sometimes these were bigger themes as well. Bigger decisions, life decisions.

“Should I go with this company?”

“I’m not sure about this course, 3 months and x amount of $. Will it get me the results I desire?”

So, I once again wrestled with myself. This time it was about some past mistakes I had made. And a situation that reminded me of that.

“I hurt her. I know, I shouldn’t have done it.” I then replayed the scenario in my head with an ex. Thinking of millions of ways I could have handled it. And I still made that mistake.

Shame, guilt. All of it washed over me. Painful and annoying.