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A story of suffering, self-destruction, and liberation
Before You let anyone convince You (especially Yourself!) that Your life is set in stone 100% and astrology or Your chart is 100% set in stone, as well as that we don’t have any free will (and You can’t change Your circumstances), here’s a hopefully inspiring story.
About 8–9 years ago I was still:
A drug addict.
An alcoholic.
Severely depressed, although I didn’t show it = I played it cool and joked a lot.
Deeply insecure.
Suicidal = this one hurts the most.
No desire to create anything.
Felt powerless to do anything about it.
In the victim state constantly.
Genuinely wanted to leave this seemingly God-forsaken place called earth.
I literally was headed towards my own destruction. Gained over 28kg in weight. Was high and/or drunk constantly. Didn’t remember how I got home from parties and going out. Really dangerous situations some.
A bad state of affairs with no end in sight.
But after one drunken night, I literally was so high and so drunk I prayed. I had never done this. It wasn’t a religious prayer = I don’t think religion has much to offer…
